Sunday, December 25, 2011

我爱你们

今天原本在闲逛的我,因为拨不通妈妈和姐姐电话,吓死了。整个人真的一直在想,她们到底怎么啦,发生什么事啦。。不小心往坏的方面想了,发现我真的很爱我的家人,我不可以失去你们任何一个。妈妈,姐姐,爸爸。。

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

a different me

发现自己,不知不觉长大了许多。。已经很久没情绪化,没发脾气了。最近一次是我的系友MR A快把我气疯了。明明在面子书一直like人家status,post。却没有理会我们叫他email我们答案。都不知道他是什么人。。最近都一个星期才打电话给妈妈一次,都只报好事,真不希望妈妈像担心姐姐一样担心我。。

Saturday, September 17, 2011

无题~malaysia day

忧闷的心情,慵懒的天气,今天朋友找我合伙,搞毕业花束,玩偶小买卖。我欣然接受了。希望一切顺其自然。

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

我的第一次!

哈哈,最近迷上了设计一些图片。以下就是我第一次完成而且印刷出来的作品。哈哈,这是我为钟灵工委会之大专之夜设计的票根。还不是很完美,我希望以后还有很多机会可以接触这些。


3月16日(晴)
很快的一天一天过去,3月28要来咯!这也表示我又要老一岁咯,马上要22了。不年轻了,有时想想以前的我多么希望快点21,哈哈22岁,可能有些人在这个年纪已经大有所为,由一般大事业了,而我还在默默求学。哈哈,其实内心很希望自己停留在这个年纪,不算太老太年轻。希望自己可以永远做自己喜欢想做的事,不需要有什么大成就,自己满意就好,这就是我的人生。

我的人生不需要璀璨华丽的外表,只要饱满充实的内容!!

Saturday, February 26, 2011

妈妈

这个新年,突然发现了一件很伟大的事!!是这样的。新年的某一个晚上,姐姐和朋友出去走走,说没那么早回。大概过来一个小时,突然家里电话响,妈妈接听,电话那头男的说:玲回家了吗我找不到她(这之类的话),过后关掉了电话。这时,妈妈就紧张了,刚好我姐叫凯玲,我便问她那男的是谁,妈妈说不知道,又好像不是姐的朋友,我就告诉她放心,姐姐没事的啦。妈妈还是不放心酒打了姐姐电话,但没人接。就这样打了几次还是没人接,我便说没事的啦,姐可能在看戏,silent mode。结果她回房间睡觉了。但过后我经过她房间,看到她一直在握着手机,这是看到了一位母亲担心子女安全而睡不着的时刻。过后她好像睡了,不一下子又吓醒,又拨电话给姐姐,幸好姐姐接听了。要不然妈妈彻夜难眠。

一个妈妈可以如此地担心疼爱自己的子女。那么的无条件,就算子女伤害过她。希望姐姐不要再让我们伤心多一次。有时,真的很累,很佩服自己事情发生了快两年了,我还真的从来没有和任何人分享过。这应该是我自己太过保护自己了吧!算了。总之,妈妈我爱你,这几次回家发现你真的老了,很抱歉我不能一直陪在你身边。


"Goodbye's (The Saddest Word)" celine dion

Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma, I'll be
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye

Thursday, January 20, 2011

什么‘酒越酿越久’?

感情其实是会越变越淡的。很不想认同,可是事实往往是这样。很想说,是很真心真诚地和你相处,希望你会对我像我对你一样。可是,时间久了,感情淡了,话题少了,说什么都没用。

只好自己习惯,自己装做不在乎,自己尝试适应,因为 没有谁没了谁不可以的。


2011/1/20